Hyperfixations.

I get obsessed with things sometimes. Like, really obsessed. Maybe it's learned behavior or maybe I'm born with it.

They're usually pretty specific. It's strange. My mom got hyperfixated on vintage hats, natural disasters, and this one weather youtuber. I remember we had a room so full of hats you couldn't go in it. And one day she just woke up and wasn't interested any more. What do you do with a room full of hats?

My head is full of hats. 60% of my day to day revolves around my hats. My current hat is Abbott Elementary, specifically Jacob. It's very embarrassing to me, to be this obsessed with something.

I can go a few directions here.

1. Talk about my hyperfixation
2. Talk about my past hyperfixations; compare & contrast
3. Talk about how this stupid crap consumes my life and I feel completely disconnected from the world around me

As silly as it sounds, listing all of my past hyperfixations would be too raw. A lot I can't remember anyways. I could make some criteria for what 'counts' as a hyperfixation. I could tell you how it's affected me, both my own fixations and my mom's. I could discuss general trends and wonder what they mean.

I'll come back here and figure it out later, maybe.